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Friday, June 20th, 2008
8:53 am	ahh lj I sometimes come back to you and wonder if you have changed on me, but alas you are just as I left you.... (Comment on this)
Monday, July 3rd, 2006
11:22 pm	livin life and lovin it in Colorado! So basically i will update later on what i've done as far as siteseeing to another entry but for now I want to keep a journal on my adventures at work So I started my first day at the Greenwood rescue and rehibilitation center for wildlife in good old Longmont Colorado ( just outside Boulder). It was a great first day, had some orientation about safety and protocol, got a tour of the premesis. Some of the animals that we help rescue are Raccoons ( my specialty), bunnies, ridiculous number of species of birds, blue heron, a red fox, voles, ducks, prairie dogs, and the list goes on. So after that they let me jump right into helping out with the juvenile and young raccoons. A lot of the work is making sure the kennels are clean and food and water is plentiful, but another amazing aspect of the job is that you get to see how they behave and how playful they really are. At one time in one of the kennels I had about 5 of the little youngins trying to climb up my leg or untie my shoe,or put their head underneath my pant leg. It was one of the coolest days I've ever had. It is so rewarding to be able to know you are making a difference in the life of another living thing. So today I did a lot of cleaning, which for some reason wasn't that bad. I got to put in some cool logs and branches for them to play on, which they quickly responded to. They are so funny about playing in the little kiddie pools. It is crazy to be this close to wild animals. To make sure we keep them as wild as possible you aren't supposed to talk to them because this could be affecting them by imprinting in them that humans are ok to be around. So we try to make as little contact with them as possible. But they are so fricken cute. Note to anyone who wants to leave food out for them, they love love love hard boiled eggs, red grapes, bananas, corn and peanuts. Tomorrow I get to help feed the really tiny ones with a bottle! I'm so excited. I love my work atmosphere, the people are great, I get to be outside all day, and I'm in one of the most beautiful states there is. Could life be any better right now?? haha maybe a little... I have a hike lined up with a boy on wednesday already, haha suckas, love me some colorado men, well hes from michigan too but damnit hes been here for a few years so that should count, well until next time (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 17th, 2006
3:26 am	argggg I hate men of all kinds, there are no good ones left, lawyers are just as bad as the rest maybe even worse .....can't wait to go to colorado! Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 8th, 2006
10:55 am	blah blah blah a;lkdfj;alkdfj;akdhf;kajdhg;akljd'lgkjad;lkfj (Comment on this)
1:54 am	proves my point I don't compete for guys... I knew that because I liked him at one point you would try to get with him ...sick... thats ok i've moved onto bigger and better things....yeah thats right a law boy! And then maybe some mountain men in Colorado! Current Mood: pissed off (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 27th, 2006
2:34 pm	a;ldkjfa;kljdf GOING UP TO THE UP TO VISIT MERE WITH STACY..........SO EXCITED! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Friday, May 26th, 2006
2:46 am	question for you all Do you ever feel like being with someone or just dating them and having really strong feelings for, this goes back to one person in paticular and I'm sure most of you know who it is a certain someone from Indiana lets say, not my ex bf, like you can never get part of yourself back? Honestly I feel like part of me is still missing in a way, how come I can't feel that about anyone else it seems? Why no explanation? Why do I act like him and try to shut people out? So now this has affected the way I've acted since then and all my feelings for guys in the last year or so. Now How do I really feel about my ex that I broke up with a couple months ago? Do I miss just having someone there or do I actually miss him? Or am I just trying to feel the void that I miss from that someone else? Was I using him to get what I missed about the other guy? And I hate that I'm thinking this now, but i need some answers damnit. I hate that I still have feelings for someone who obviously doesn't care and walks all over me. And I hate that my heart and my head won't feel the same things. Like there are people that are amazing that I wshould be with but I just don't feel ...just feel that excitement... Anyway I neeed sleep Current Mood: contemplative (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
5:57 pm	following up Well that last post wasn't directed at anyone in paticular here , so sorry for the confusion, i was just mad about some things and just thought maybe I should write it down to feel better, instead I made some of you worry, which was not my intention, so sorry abou that....love ya all And that has now passed, i'm over it....i can't help the way people think, i just know what is right I think at the time so I will just follow my own rules...umm yeah (Comment on this)
10:05 am	yeah I wish people could just sometimes be there for you instead of always judging....because I have tried to do the same for them.... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 30th, 2006
4:49 pm	i'm outta here well not until late june GOIN TO COLORADO for two months biatches! so excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
7:22 pm	sex and the city i seriously think i'm addicted, i can't go a day sometimes without watching an episode.... can't put down the remote..... haha anyway some amazing quotes that I can relate to ...well somewhat..minus a word or two..haha u be the judge on which.... " There were no words left to say.... After we made love I knew it was over. Did I ever really love Mr. Big or was I addicted to the pain , the exsquisite pain of wanting someone so unatainable?" "I wanted to go to him,but felt like I was tied to the chair, some part of me was holding me back, knowing I had gone too far, reached my limit" On that note studying tonight for bio of mammals and environmental geochemistry, so that the rest of my weekend is free to study for Organic Chem, love it.... Current Mood: nerdy Current Music: rhiana- rescue me (Comment on this)
12:31 am	pillow talk Alan Almond, if ur not from the detroit area u wouldn't know and i feel sorry for you.... Anyway got a phone interview for Greenwood wildlife rescue and rehibilitation center for an internship, oh and did i mention its in Colorado? So excited. Decided that if I get it I must buy a Bob segar cd, a road trip would not be a road trip without his words, or maybe the forest gump soundtrack ?? hmm i'll let u know how it goes " here i am , on the road again..... Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Bob Segar (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
3:35 pm	brother bear to the face Gangsta372: tnx for saving ur candy Gangsta372: i found it JulietRmo: hahah gross Gangsta372: they are still good JulietRmo: thats from christmas! Gangsta372: its candy Gangsta372: its all still fresh Gangsta372: was covered JulietRmo: hahahahahah Gangsta372: cinnamin bears to the face mind u this is a couple months after christmas......yummy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 17th, 2006
8:24 pm	dafdadfadf today is so ridiculous, i want to punch something..lost my notebook for a class i don't have a book for, and lost my flippin bus pass two weeks before the semester is up... i hate life today Current Mood: pissed off (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
4:00 pm	my favorite post of all time...still feel the same way! This post is from february of 2004 I miss... Kinda sad actually i was looking through my pictures tonight and i came across pictures of waffles and shortcake....for those of u who don't know we had to put two of our dogs to sleep within the last couple months...i really miss em so much...animals aren't just pets...sometimes they are ur best friends... when i was home alone they used to comfort me and hop into bed with me and make me feel not so alone..just a simple look or a kiss from them was enough..just remembering when waffles was a puppy..i used to take her for walks around the block i was about 8 or 9 i think...and she would get tired and cold so i would pick her up and wrap her in my coat the rest of the walk...or how i would be trompin through the snow in the back yard and she would make it a point to jump in my tracks to follow me so she wouldn't get lost in the snow...and also how she would take her chain and walk herself home..or even sometimes shortcake ...just kinda going back to the whole childhood thing...when they passed away..they took a peice of me and my child hood with them..i miss them and love them so much...they could never be replaced... (Post a new comment) [info]danfromredfire 2004-02-01 09:23 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreen Select i miss the dog posse. Current Mood: thankful Current Music: keisha cole (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 1st, 2006
9:34 pm	mmm can almost taste it Well this weekend started off on the right note, yesterday had lunch with jp, haha hopefully didn't scare him,ate at claras on the train..fun times..haha well at least i had fun! i'm down to make it a weekly lunch thing to mix it up a bit... then last night we basically blew shit up..... went to the riv, and stopped by a few after hours parties.. so of course good times.... here are a few quotes from last nights festivities... " thats hot" "say thats hot one more time and i'll punch u in the face" " thats hot" hahah ash making friends at the bar " I'm willy the can man" "for the love of jon" "not to be blunt but...." "that story blows my ass" well goin out for another night of craziness! Happy april fools day! Current Mood: excited (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
4:51 pm	tasty i did something i haven't done in forever last night.... i went grocery shopping! haha i think i have tasted every possible deli potato salad there is....mmmmm well now for a ridiculous evening of driving...have to drive to novi after my lab to turn in my scholarship stuff..man i always procrastinate...hopefully my lab gets out before 10 so i can make it back before 1!!! anyway yay for nice people and this weekend...have a feeling its gonna be a good one! Current Mood: dorky (Comment on this)
Monday, March 27th, 2006
10:46 pm	ahh yes my heart feels better.... even tho it hurts for him because i know what it feels like to get hurt, i feel a tremendous weight lifted off my shoulders... it feels good to be just me again... i'm excited for what the future holds for me in all aspects of my life... oh and i did 21% better on my second orgo exam Current Mood: optimistic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:53 pm	i'm welcoming myself back haha i haven't written on this in a while...and i'm bored need some input dilemma of the year.... Do I continue to make someone happy by pretending everything is alright and being unhappy about it myself? Or do I make myself 'happier' in a sense, by letting them go ....either way I go someone loses....but i'm giving myself an ulcer about this... So if you haven't figured it out i let him talk his way back into my life...yet nothing is going to change because thats just the way it is...even more so its awkward...love him as a person ...but not in love with him...i just know that one great person is still out there for me...and for him...were just not it for each other It's time to be happy for me which may sound selfish but yet sometimes you just cant' be a people pleaser... Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: unwritten -natasha bennigfeild (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
1:27 am	hello lova! ahh what a week...today i had two finals...the first one was going along fine until a girl started having a seizure...was it mean for me to keep working on my final? the ta and prof were helping her the rest of us had no idea what to do so we stared for a minute and went back to work...shes ok...totally freaked me out...then had my second final..haha i had two hours to write a paper...only came up with 3 1/2 pages...then had a good night with heidi...she came up to visit me and it was like old times...i cried like ten times at dinner from laughing so hard...entertained our waiter and made a gay couple laugh and call each other bitches..some times a good dose of an old friend puts everything in to perspective..haha well at least partially. I have still yet to come to understand this whole dating process. why is it some people have it so easy and others not? is there a secret lil dance u have to do or something...i want in the club please! haha and i suppose watching sex and the city did very little to help my boy woahs...love it tho...its as if i can almost believe i'm not the only one out there...and i know i'm not it just sucks that i can't find a guy that i'm totally compatable with...or yet feels they are with me...i like the chase ...but not mind games...keep me intrigued but show some interest to let me no yay or nay....i'm still waiting for that best friend to come along...for a lil while maybe i'll give the look up..well at least hardcore trying to find that right guy... haha cuz i know everytime i say that i find another fish that swims by my direction in this muddy friggin pond.. i ususally find the ones right out of serious relationships or that tell me their entire life history including their manic depressive bipolar pasts....hmm check please.... i love on these nights however coming home to my glowing yellow room that feels so warm listening to my favorite classic tunes...like stand by me, lady in red, unchained melody, lullabye...kinda wierd since they all are about that thing which i can't seem to find...the songs are comforting tho..it kind of makes me fell like i'm getting closer....so now that i've waited this long i better get the cream of the crop...watch out! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: old friends (1 Comment |Comment on this)